stupid shopping carts

I rarely go to stores w/out Jon but needed diapers and milk, so had to go... and of course, forgot my wrap. So, I had to put the carseat in the back of the buggy and Z in the front... well, 1st target.... their buggies are awful! the front seat like reclines and z hates it. but also, the back isnt wide enough for a safe seat car seat.... I saw THREE other moms w/ car seats in the back, but the safeseat wont (One of my complaints about the safe seat) So i had to turn her and prop her on the 2 sides of the buggy and hold on to her throughout shopping... and take her out to put almost anything in the buggy, instead of placing things around her

So then safeway....they had just collected buggies i guess bc none in the parking lot except the small, 2 basket type ones so i had to try to get in to the store holding z's hand (DOES NOT like to hold your hand) and the carseat... well, they have nice new buggies... w/ cupholders in the back part, therfore, leaving me to have to do the same thing I did in target... You just KNOW that men must create these darn buggies lol.

so, i'm totally frustrated and frazzled and emotions starting to show (Let's just say aunt flow and not really seeing Jon/spending time together in almost a week hasnt helped).... placed my coupon container on H so i could grab yogurts. Next thing I know... coupons are flying everywhere. This was my first "Bad mommy moment in public" where I lost it, yelled at him, then proceeded to tear up as this lady gave me this mean, disapproving look.

Kids are now asleep (If H will stay when I lay her down) and i'm hoping to get some frustrations out on housework.